thought I'd update everyone on whats going on in my life.
well starters bout3 weeks ago me and jake broke up and we really havent spoken since. which sucks because he made me promise him we'd be friends even after we broke up yet he wont talk to me but whatever. i guess thats how it goes right? sad enough i miss him... but mostly i miss him as a friend. because he was there for me and showed me he cared about me and stuff.
the holidays were pretty alright kind of a downer being as this will be my grandfathers last christmas and new years with us on account hes passing away from two different kinds of cancers. the last time i got to saw him was my sisters wedding in nov. so that kind of brought downer on the whole holidays. other than that though i'd say it was pretty amazing. I got flowers from one of my best friends Travis. which was amazing and brought a smile to my face. I got a purse that my grandma made out of her wedding dress along with a sterlin silver necklace with 7 diamonds on it. it was my great grandma Kays and my granda has been saving it for me for many years. it has a letter K on it. so t hat was nice. I always found someone that I haven't talked to in 10 years. my childhood best friend. me and this boy were in seperateable as children and now after 10 years ive fianlly f ound him and hes finally back in my life.
best of all over these last few months I've been getting better with the whole being sad thing. I'm Finally truely happy and its the greatest feelingin world. I've learned that theres alot of people out there that do care about me and want to see me happy. I've also realized that since ive been hanging out with mostly guys that the drama has like its just gone./.. cept alaina.. but shes a slut so she doesnt mater. but its weird because these boys really care about me and for some reason a few of them like me.. its strange im not use to this kinda thing.
but other news as i may have mentioned my sister got married nov 25th ( 3 days before her 21rst birthday) to Mike Hanson. it was a very interesting wedding but it was good to get all the family together and have a good time. it was a little frightening though went teh best man desided to tell my sister he thinks im hot and that he wanted to bang me and flirt with me... just a little scary. but apparently that night alot of my sisters friends told her they thinkim hot and they wanted to bang me... ya pretty sure thats sick since im 17 years old and there all basically over 21. but the stupid wedding party dance didnt go over to well being as the rest of the wedding party was to drunk to know what was going on so it ended up to be and my sister on the floor alone but then my dad angie and cousin... came out and started dancing. never in my life have my seen my family that drunk at teh same time. it was pretty freakin interesting.
oh and i turned 17 in september (24) that was an interesting time. My father got me a hotel room at Holiday inn. and it was pretty fun. cept for the fact Matt broke our tv in the room so Heather Sam and I were up till prob 3 or 4 in the morning talking. Stefani didnt really go for that but whatev it was my birthday i was gunna have fun. but it was exciting. i got a hot pink digi cam to for my birthday that was exciting. im in love with that thing.
well summer is getting closer and closer and I'm getting way excited this summer will be the best summer ever. Heather will be coming back and I'll get to see my campground family! which will be great I miss those guys sooo much its weird not seeing them every weekend of my life. plus rally is in feb so that will be exciting! but i think im updated you enough so have a wonderful day!
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